A lost friend

Finally I'm stable enough to write down my feelings.



Sunday, 2nd of december 2007, will be a day to remember.



Loss of a dear friend.. Uncle Dennis aka Oldfart



Sunday:

Went to nusajaya(malaysia) to go take a look at what i'll be racing the following weekend...

Had asked Mike to go together since ah biao could make it.



Under the shelter at the pitstop area, there was our guide, Benny.

Along with him, Dennis, Jason & Jay.



Its been nearly a year since i last trialed at nusajaya.... still remembering that i was riding a Honda XR400.... I was even joking with Dennis .... pulling all those memories that we had shared during that trip... 4-5 hours just to do 1 round.... thats Super long... considering that average riders could finish it in like 40 minutes.



All the smiles and jokes...



After the conversations, we geared up and started our First warm up round. Never did i though that it would be my last ride with Uncle Dennis...



Even at this moment, i can still remember his smiles and that So familar voice.



He was always there during all my first trips to new places....



1st Trail at TM... didnt bring hydro pack... as it was a last minute trail... almost gave up riding off-road... but it just made me go back for more.



1st Overseas trail to nusajaya... one of the funniest moment i shared with dennis... at the step up... first thing we reached there, Uncle Dennis took out his gears and sat on the floor.... I went beside him and asked.... "U not going to attempt the hill meh?" .... he just gave me the smiles.... suddenly it came to me.... "Is there another route? hehe thats Y u not going to try?" .... With a cheeky face... he answered "Yah.... hehehe... got another route... behind also can go up... rest first"



1st Trail to Planktong.... a very drama day where junxian fell and front wheel spokes broke.... some guys had to go out to town to get a tow truck .... we sat along the floors and talk cock sing song while waiting...



1st Trail to Kota Tingi ... Fell Big time at roller coaster downhill that my helmet turned 90 degrees... broke my radiator seal.... had to keep refueling coolant...



Although i haven't been riding much with him these few months.... ever since i started training for races with ah biao... but we always get to see each other in the trails. How can a person who has so much involvement in my life be forgottened? There will always be a place in my heart for him.



Rest in peace my dear friend.

Day 2 KL trip

was suppose to go genting in the morning but Paul couldnt get any sleep the whole night... so we decided to cancel the morning trip... we decided to continue to sleep

around noon... alvin woke up and decided to go out for a walk alone while me and Paul decided to continue to sleep... finally Alvin came back around 1530 and we all woke up to eat Subway. Sudden decision, we decided to head to GENTING ourselves...

Took a cab from fedral Hotel at 1630

arrived at 1800... we took photos and walked around.... in search of toliet before going to the CASINO.

1830-1900 we walked into the CASINO and started the tour to see wat games are there to play.... our guide... PAUL ~!

FIRST GAME.... and i guess the onli game we played... lolx.... DICEs

FIRST BET : BET on onli 1 number.... 11.... 20RM.... i guess i was really trying my luck.... never survey or anything... just bet on number 11.... i guess i was predicting it like marjhong dice. First bet and guess wat... I won.... 20RM pay 6 times. which was 120RM on my first win. Paul and Alvin was giving the "I cant believe it" look. lolx

Ups and downs.... TOTAL damage : NIL TOTAL Winning: 400RM WooTs~

took a cabby down ... back to KL... straight to CHINATOWN.... and SHOPPING time.
I bought a pair of Shoes... thats all.... despite my winnings.... guess there wasnt much i was into shopping for.

Headed back to the hotel and I had shopping spree again... for food... lolx.

After eating... it was time to go sleep and get ready for the main dish.... motoGP

End of Day2

Day1 KL Trip

Ups~!

Over the Weekend... went up to KL with Bros,Paul and Alvin.

19th
didnt sleep at all so that we could sleep on the bus to KL.
0800 - arrived at Motoworld for gathering and take the bus.
0830 - Bus moved Off
0915 - Reached SG customs (tuas 2nd link)
0930 - Reached MY customs

.....

After loads of sleeping and eating.... we arrived at our hotel, Hotel CasaNova at 1700
checked in at 1730 or so.... loads of ppl to check in... we had the choice of selecting between 2 rooms as we are going to squeeze 3 ppl in a room... so we picked the bigger room on the 2nd floor.

Slept from 1800 till 2030 i think. then it was time to go out and shop around. first stop... TIME SQUARE.

TIME SQUARE : had dinner there. walked around for just a short while because it was closing already.... then it was BIKE viewing time just in front of starbucks. haha Paul and Alvin did some Filming of their own and i just Slacked around.

Off to patalin street <--- i guess i spell wrong... or i should just say... CHINATOWN.... damn... its nearly CLOSED
Alvin : bought cloths, belt and shades
Paul : bought shades and belt
Me : just a belt
went to buy some provisions before be went back to the hotel.

Back at the hotel... we decided that we shouldnt let our first night here get wasted... so we decided to go get some DRINKS..... came upoon this pub so we went in to have a drink.
AT THE PUB: they onli had TIGER BEER.... OMG 3 of us had 2 cans EACH.... Thats the end for Day 1

Silence... issit gold or not

Keeping silent... issit a gold?

or issit a warning that something is wrong?
(A moment of silence before a storm)

Why do people only know to treasure things when Its LOST?

There are so many examples right in front of our very eyes.

Its a ticking time bomb.

Words are said yet it never enters the ears of the people who needs to hear them.

As quickly as things are said, people just forgets whats been said... something that u have said but always being pushed away.

Whats the point of saying when its like never been HearD?


Troubles at home. Who can listen to me? Why should i tell that person? Whats worth telling this person? Whats the difference telling this person and talking to a tree?

If a painkiller becomes pain itself... then wats the point in taking this pill?

There is enough things to worry about...
I dont need anymore things to think about...
There is not enough me to go around...

Appearance can be decieving... I may look happy and cheerful all the time... but there issit much ppl who can share and understand my pains.


Y is there a need to talk to "Rose"??? Its a simple reason...

People make fun of it.... but thats just shallow... they'll never know the real reason behind it.

Consoles are all the same... Wheather its from someone important or just a nobody... so Y is there a need to talk to someone important about your problems?


A funny plus and minus quiz

Someone you love very much... +100 points
Something you hate most... -100 points

So Wats the score for someone whom you love very much doing something you hate most?



Trance... what a word
A hypnotic, cataleptic, or ecstatic state. Detachment from one's physical surroundings, as in contemplation or daydreaming. A semiconscious state, as between sleeping and waking; a daze.

In the End

A lion from another place and time has stepped into the line... sniffing up the Queen of my pride. Which Male can take it? I know I CANT.

Once again my Queen has gone to defensive mode when i try to Probe.

26/08/2007 0158hrs <-- This is my clue (sunday night)

What did we did that day?
I went to watch the guys play soccer...
Dinner at my place.
I slept first
You slept
I went to meet paul and Alvin at S.gardens.
You were very tired. (next day got work*suntec)


Last time u say u got no memory card... so u didnt save ur sent msgs.

Now u still dont save ur sent msgs when u have a new phone.

How are u going to justify this?

Talk your way out?

There is an OBVIOUS defensive tone to your voice the moment i mentioned "ur phone..."



You say u dont wanna choose between us.
I've had ENOUGH.
I cannot take it anymore.
Its sad, Its painful, Its too much for me to take.

My Birthday Today

Its the early hour to the start of my birthday.

Went to see the guys play soccer just now...

Hmm...

I'm not feeling good ... something is missing...

It hasnt been a good year for me... although i just finish my project and stuff... but I'm still feeling lost.

How much can a person take before he reach his limit of tolerance? I feel like a soft drink bottle... so much gas that I wanna burst. No matter wat I say doesnt make a difference.... perharps I should do something about it?

Surprise

Crapy mood